Friday, November 6, 2009

why am i always in a bind???

SO FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm just cutting my skirt now and my classmates are half done. i'm 9 samples behind and wondering if this whole thing was a bad idea. F!

i missed a class because of a work event, then i went to NY for a weekend so couldn't do homework, and then of course i just work slowly and want to do everything perfectly...but still. i shouldn't be THIS behind. wtf?

so i have a month and a week to catch up on all my samples, and sew a skirt and a sweat suit. i foresee long hours ahead.

and my backup instructor? the samples i just did with her the other weekend weren't up to scratch, according to my regular instructor. and she's right - i looked at them later and was like, how did she miss such obvious mistakes? i'm paying her more than i paid for my entire course - she could at least pay attention, yes?

someone just tell me it's going to be ok?????